As a busy wife and mother I’ve gone up and down so much during the past few years. At low times I felt such hatred for myself and powerless to change how I felt. Feeling horrible inside drained all my energy. Simple household tasks were too much for me to handle. At one point a few months ago I was lying on my bed, staring at the wall, feeling sad and discouraged. I told my husband how I was feeling and he replied, “This is depression.”
It hit me as true this time. I had been in denial about labeling myself as someone with a problem. I had been able to feel better at times if I exercised and ate well. I thought it was just my own battle to fight—like keeping an evil monster at bay. After my husband helped open my eyes I determined, “I am going to get help for this no matter what.” And I scheduled an appointment with Ginny.
I had been to Ginny’s free classes and had learned a lot about meridian tapping already. After completing the first CD in her Smile Again series, I felt so much better for about a week. The positive changes I experienced from the program seemed to send a message of hope to my body and soul. I felt motivated, less angry, and hopeful. I knew somehow that the next step required something deeper.
As my appointment with Ginny drew near, I experienced an unusual pain in my lower back. The pain grew worse with time. The day before I visited Ginny I spent most of my time lying down because upright positions were so painful.
My session with Ginny was amazing! She was so respectful and non-invasive as she helped me clear out old belief patterns. For example, I often became stressed about clutter in my home. Instead of seeing misplaced toys as simply misplaced toys, I saw them as evidence of my incompetency as mother. I blamed myself for not teaching my children to pick up their stuff. Using her skills to perceive my body’s energy about this, Ginny discovered the root cause of this belief in my life. She helped me appreciate it on a deep level and I let go of that disappointment in myself.
The experience was extremely intense for me. I felt like I had just given birth after the session was over. I was shaky and fragile for about an hour afterward. During the rest of the day the pain in my back lessened. The next day it was gone. Completely gone! I felt no pain and it hasn’t returned.
This is an email I sent to Ginny the next day:
I just wanted you to know that the pain in my butt/back is gone today. I've had an amazing day--full of energy and optimism. I was so motivated to get stuff done, I rearranged my living room, made soup from scratch, went on a "date" with my little 3-yr old, and didn't feel guilty at all for being in my pajamas until 1:30 in the afternoon. I can't thank you enough.
Blessings to you,
I am so grateful for Ginny’s programs. We don’t have to carry old baggage with us. We can become free to move forward with our lives. Even though I have always believed that God wants people to repent and move on, these techniques have shown me that deep clearing is not just a cognitive thing but involves the subconscious. I can tell myself great truths but the words will not penetrate if my inner self is scared to receive them. This is a miracle of God—that we don’t have to be slaves to our misconceptions.